Been alone too long, am now in the CMA

First name

Joseph

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

So Im finally reaching out to others again. After close to 20 years living life solo, last 4 years riding solo, I finally allowed myself to get tired of being alone.
I've been Alone Long enough I forgot what lonely even felt like. I have Been alone way to long a time.
So now I believe I'm Looking for that class of special friends, Like the special ones we made earlier in life.The kind of friends we found before life changed how we see others.
Now we get to find friends through the scars of life that has us seeing things differently.Now the tough part. Letting a person in,to drop the walls, the defences. Otherwise that one friend we need to find, that Friend we just like being around, that being together with feels so good it is better than anything else.We will more than likely miss them and good chance of that being completely missed. We Have to remember to put those years with those Scars in the past. Thats where life's scars belong from now on. Now we have the chance to see more clearly again. We all have these to look beyond and the past is now behind us , life starts now.
Doing this allows "Friends" to happen again. Then we can find the friend(s) that can feel so good being near that we choose to be close as much as we can be.The one's that we can grow the trust in each other,and complete each other when near. Of course that's the Ideal image I have developed over the long solitude that I chose.
Did I mention I'm a bit of a romantic. Heck I'd settle for a Honest person that cares and we get along.
Out of the last 20+ years alone the Three things I miss the most are, not having that Good Special Friend, then next there are Hugs. Good long Hugs. Haven"t had a Hug longer that 20 minutes but twice in that time. Ya, I miss HUGS the most!
HUGS anyone. I need to use some, have way to many saved if there is such a thing as to many Hugs.I don't believe so. After that Having a Dog.
That's a good start for the next part of my life within this life. As long as the Shadow keeps Riding good that is.
Ok we can add that Im a bit of a Dreamer also. Thanks for reading.
Question: Are you one of my missing parts to this?
Please let me know if you could be.

Sign

Aries

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 11 (1.8 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Lips

Body Art

Other, Scarred

My Hair Is

Salt And Pepper

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

What are you looking for on the site?

Some Romance

Are you part of a biker club?

Yes

Is biking a hobby or a way of life?

Hobby

Is your bike your main source of transportation?

Yes

Do you prefer riding leather or plain clothes?

Leather

What is your favorite place or road to ride?

Anywhere there is very little traffic, out of town

What's your favorite biker event to attend?

January 1st Yearly Polar Bear Run with CMA

What kind of motorcycle(s) do you own?

85 Shadow VT1100C

Which bikes are on your "wish list"?

none

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

My Speciality Is

Retired

My Job Title Is

None

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

Yes - But Non Tobacco

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Nerd

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Religion / Spirituality, Family, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Cooking, Cars, Fishing / Hunting, Camping, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Partying, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert

An Ideal First Date Would Be

With someone

I've Always Wanted To Try

Have not decided yet. If there is anything I Think I'd like to try being Monetarily Wealthy, Ive always denied that for myself. My Spirit is rich, need to try adding to it.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Obscure, Goofy, I Don't Have Any Friends, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Week

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

Enjoy it. I just beat Cancer so far,20 months out from last treatment. so I better enjoy it. Don't get many second chances where life is concerned

My Kind Of Humor Is

Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Raunchy

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Instructional, Movies, Sports

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Drama, Thriller, Adult

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Rock, Metal, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Gospel, Folk

When I Read, I Always Read

News, Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, Health, History, Instructional, Mathematics, Music, Mystery, Nature, Philosophy, Reference, Religious, Science, Science Fiction, Sports, Technical, Erotica, Supernatural

My Idea Of Fun Is

Riding Bike. Good Food, learning/teaching myself.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Flirtatiousness, Spontaneity, Oddities, Sensitivity, Great Skills, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

What Do You Look For?

Honesty, caring, touching, morales,wanting to learn, sharing , Hugs

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Other, Marriage, Doesnt Matter